Futures or LPGA

Last Monday I was third alternate for the LPGA in Clifton, NJ.  Having already made plans to play in the Futures Tour event the same week in Kansas City, I was not sure if I should travel to NJ. After long contemplation, I chose to take my name off the LPGA list and play in Kansas City.  Since I know I am in LPGA event in Corning, NY next week, I thought my best preparation would be the Futures tour.  Besides I had already forked out $1000 for the Futures event and going to Clifton, NJ would have cost be another $2000.  This conditional playing status is for the birds.  I don't know my schedule until the last minute, I am missing out on the additional money making outings on Mondays (because I am trying to Monday qualify).  Its crazy.  Anyway, things are looking up so keep watching.